Nicki Minaj is refusing to watch herself on "American Idol" because she's worried about what she'll think of herself.
She said: "I'm not going to watch myself. I have a hard time watching myself with anything. I'm afraid I'm going to overanalyze it and make myself feel bad about something I can't change. With a performance, I'll watch and then pause it and see if I could handle that. Sometimes it's a good performance and I really love it and I'll watch it every day after that. I'm my biggest critic."
